My
Experience into Madness
I turned the television on and at first I thought it was a movie concerning
the world trade center towers. The scene unfolding before my eyes
was unbelievable so naturally I thought this had to be a movie or
something to do with a movie. Then the second plane hit and reality
began to set in. Suddenly I realized that we were really under attack.
I thought maybe there was going to be a bomb next because surely nothing
less could occur, unfortunately the next few horrible hours were to
produce the collapse of the twin towers in downtown Manhattan killing
thousands of men and women and the attack on the Pentagon which killed
hundreds and also the crash of another flight that was on course for
Washington, DC but whose deadly mission was curtailed due to the passengers
decision to fight for freedom.
I
remember being frozen in front of the television trying to move from
channel to channel looking for one without static because when the
towers were hit the antennas for the various TV networks were damaged
so eventually I ended up on Channel 25 with I believe is WNYE. I felt
so helpless and I was in shock as I saw the men and women trying to
get help to leave the burning buildings. I called my sister and asked
her if she knew what was happening. She was in tears and told me she
had a clear view from the Phillip Morris Building where she works
on the 14th floor in midtown and she saw people who had jumped from
the buildings in order to avoid the fire from the crash and it just
seemed like an endless nightmare of human loss and lives.
Eventually the towers fell and it seemed like the whole world just
lost its voice, the tradegy of all that loss in human lives
was too horrendous to even understand. The numbers were going to be
astronomical and every body in the USA and the free world knew that
we had been attacked and savaged because of our beliefs. That day,
I remembered seeing the endless line of people walking out of Manhattan
across the bridges and wondering if things were ever going to be safe
again or how were we going to deal with such murder from an enemy
we did not even realize we had. I was in shock and I remembered thinking
that some other horrible terror was going to happen and then the President
and the USA decided we were going to fight for our right to freedom
because that was what America was built on. Even now as I write this
paper it brings tears to my eyes and such hurt to know that so many
people lost their lives in a senseless plot to throw the world into
chaos and America into bedlam because of our belief in a free world.
The attack has so far resulted in a war in Afghanistan against terrorism,
Al Queda and the Taliban who are a repressive Islamic government brought
to power because they had promised the people peacethey lied.
At home in America, we have to clear the destruction, find the bodies
for burial or whatever is left of the people who perished in this
nightmare and we have businesses going under and as a result more
bankruptcies, layoffs, post traumatic stress related syndromes in
the population, depressions and also more people interested in religion.
This sad time in America will forever reflect how people in this time
go about their daily lives and because so many lives were lost that
day, the children of these lost souls will have our gratitude and
love for the sacrifice made by their parents, who unwittingly fought
for a free America that day against an enemy who saw America and freedom
as unworthy of Allah and his teachings. This attack on America will
live in infamy forever because it destroyed so many lives because
of hatreds taught to people as children who are anti-semitic , and
anti freedom because of the humiliation and boredom they have to live
with in their culture. 9-11 taught us that we in the west are lucky
to live in the freedom that our ancestors fought so hard to preserve
and that we should do everything within our power to preserve our
right to this freedom, yes we will have to be a bit more careful and
not so thrusting of the other people in the world and yes we have
to know more about our neighbors who live in dictatorships and how
we can help them achieve the freedom we enjoy in the America and the
West. Has 9-11 been able to open our eyes to the dangers we faced.
I believe yes. Now the real work begins in order to achieve freedom
for all.