Juliet Paez


 

Dreamscape

I drank the waters from the magic spring,
I saw the wolf.
“Come with me,” he said,
“Come and I will show how to dream.”
I followed.
We walked towards the fire in the sky,
to the mountains that beckoned me to come.
He lead me to a cave.
The iguana guarded the entrance.
“You come to claim the knowledge,
are you ready to see?” she asked.
I nodded, she stepped aside.
The jaguar was waiting silently.
She looked into my soul.
“You come to learn of power and of spirit,
are you ready to die?” she asked.
I nodded, she stepped aside.
I walked to the light within the darkness,
the month flew to me.
On its wings I saw the truth.

I walked back to the land I call my home.
The raccoon was waiting,
“You have returned,” he said, “tell me of your journey,
tell me of freedom.”
I sang the song the eagle taught me.
 
 
 


 
 

I am
 
I embrace the mountains of the North 
And run on ancient paths, 
I am water. 
I give life its undulating rhythms, 
Soothing and eternal, 
I am water. 
I leave the heavens so I may 
Touch the earth, 
I am water. 

I am the passion that burns brightly, 
dazzling the soul, 
I am fire. 
I dance to the music of the flute 
That echoes in the night, 
I am fire. 
I am the magic that brings light 
And warms the heart, 
I am fire. 

I play with the trees of ancient forests, 
They are my brothers, 
I am the wind. 
I am the breath and mood of life, 
A zephyr or a mistral, 
I am the wind. 
I am the keeper of memories 
Never forgotten, 
I am the wind. 
 
 

 
 
Earth, Water, Fire and Air:  The World and Language of the Shaman
 
Shamans travel through the many realms of perception like water seeping through many layers of earth; for them there are “no boundaries, only transitions through all distances and time” (Dunsmore 1997:17).  Theirs is a search for inner illumination, to find light in the darkness and see the true essence of the worlds they perceive.  They understand that to succeed, the light must come from them like a fire from within, shining and glowing, giving them the power to see into hidden realities and the secrets of the Earth.  From their voyages they bring back magical tales told in a language that resembles the four winds; seemingly enigmatic and amorphous it shifts to and fro, enveloping those who listen and transporting them within its undulations, though all too briefly, into the depths of another awareness.  Though at first appearing obscure and vague, upon a closer look their language reflects their ability to shed the common and accepted criteria of their world, to an ability that has been all but lost to Western culture.

In an all-consuming pursuit to build its technological landscape and express itself through abstract thought, the West has become detached from the animate world; entrenched in the patterns of its own culture, such as the hierarchical beliefs preached by Judeo-Christian religions, the unyielding aims of economic interests, the pedantic affirmations of orthodox science which see nature as “consisting solely of extended matter” (Sheldrake 1994:48), and the ever increasing abstraction of language, it has created a dichotomy between itself and the rest of nature.  With all its inventions and dialectical doctrines, modern culture has ordained itself ruler over the natural world and no longer maintains a reciprocity with the earth.  As a consequence, it sees traditional cultures and particularly shamans, who adhere to the ancient beliefs of a oneness with the elements of the Earth, as “the victims of a pathetic fallacy” (Sheldrake 1994:21);  and like their world and the experiences with in it, the language of shamans has become incomprehensible.

No longer able “to give voice to the world from our experienced situation within it” (Abram 1997:47), we either turn a deaf ear to stories from other realms of perception or as much as try, are unable to appreciate their dialogic nature, let alone grasp the essence of their meaning.  The monologue quality and linear syntax of our own language reflect our propensity toward rigid logic and structure and reaffirms our separateness from the natural world, now finding ourselves as outsiders, “we are unprepared to understand...the dream-space intensity of [the shamans’] vision[s],...and [their] language of participation and experience” (Ridington 1996:468).  In order to begin making sense of their world and voice, we must realize that theirs is an ongoing intercourse and conversation with the natural world, fluid and ever-changing.  As Ukula, a shaman from Arizona explained, our interpretations cannot

Much of the sublime texture of shamanistic reality is derived from the natural elements of Water, Fire, and Air.  Since ancient times all three have been the tools that have enabled sorcerers and visionaries to make contact with the primordial quiddity of reality, and to travel to the realms “between the human and the more-than-human worlds” (Abram 1997:7), resulting in an ethereal and amorphous quality to their language.  But the power of their experiences and that of their voice is derived from the fourth element, the Earth, for it “lies at the heart of [their] notions of time as well as of space” (Abram 1997:43).
 

WATER AND FLUIDITY

The murmur of a crystalline stream that winds through the forest, the rushing white rapids of a mighty river, the blue expanse of the sea becoming one with sky in the horizon, a close proximity to Water and we are filled with a sense of joyful familiarity.  Even in the enclosed artificiality of our cities we cannot forget that there was a time when Water was our home and “we thrived in the oceans” (Ackerman 1990:20).  To our ancestors, not only were “[t]he healing and life-giving powers of [W]ater magical” (Ferguson 1996:84), its wondrous fluidity provided them with the means by which to venture out into the unknown, to explore worlds beyond the reach of their immediate vicinity, and experience first hand the marvels of the Earth.

To shamans it is not only beauty and magic, “in their knowledge that the Earth is rooted in [W]ater” (Dunsmore 1997:64), they are also aware that from its depths flows energy and power, and thus, holds a very important place in their traditions.  The sorcerers of ancient Mexico “believed that Water had been given...not only for life, but also as a link, a road to the other levels” (Castaneda 1984:90), a means of transport to other realms. The link between the sacred and natural Water places is evident in the Maya world, where shrines were situated “close to natural springs or other [W]ater sources” (Freidel, Schele, & Parker 1993:188).  All shamanistic traditions consider Water sources sacred, however the Water emitting from springs is believed to be infused with a particular power.  In some cultures, the crystals used by shamans in their ritualistic practices are said to be brought forth by Water flowing from deep within the Earth.  The crystals’ magical properties of transparency, illumination, and inner light—reminiscent of water—aid the shamans in healing and enhance the power of their visions.
 

I was seized 
and taken far 
to the very edge 
of the world 
by the spirit, 
the magic power, 
the crystal, 
ha wo ho. 
I have come 
with the living waters, 
these healing ways 
of the Wolves, 
the living waters, 
the spirit crystal, 
ha wo ho.  (Kalweit 1988:223)
 
To enter a trance, a Jivaro shaman of the Ecuadorian Amazon drinks a potent hallucinogenic brew called ayahuasca or yagé.  As it begins to take effect, As the trance progresses the individual sees flickering lights, forms and sets of lines, some  of them zigzag lines.  This particular type of line appears repeatedly in many of the petroglyph and pictograph sites of western North America, and is believed to represent Water.  The sites are also commonly found by streams or ponds, and it is the “belief among rock art researchers that [a] significant number of [these]sites... are the products of shamans” (Loendorf & Douglas:6).
 
The sunrise I’m going with. 
The sunrise I’m following. 
With zigzag lines I’m painted. 
Following the sun, 
     With zigzag lines I’m painted. 
 
 
 

(Loendorf & Douglas:6). 

 
The power of shamans is made evident in that through their visions, dream states, and trances they are able to explore many realities, and like “[W]ater [they] can get to places we’ll never even know exist” (Dunsmore 1997:63).  Their language mirrors that fluidity, its rhythm parallels the rising and falling of waves, the ebb and flow of tides.  To fully grasp the intricacies of a story from another realm and the power within it, one must understand that in essence it is a shared conversational dialogue with the natural world.

Theirs is not a linear discourse, and like Water, its meaning can escape through ones fingers, evaporating and becoming invisible if we try to analyze it from a strictly western perspective.  One must become a participant, immersing oneself in its rhythm, and the “rippling rise and fall of the voice” (Abram 1997:80), allowing its flow to transport us to the “subjective space” of the universe.
 

FIRE  AND LIGHT

Few things can fill us with such wonder as a sunrise.  As we watch the enormous bright golden orb of the Sun fill the world with light, and feel its warmth envelop the Earth, we reestablish the primal knowledge that “[s]unlight rules most living things with its golden edicts” (Ackerman 1990:257), and instinctively we remember that everything in the world, including us, is made of star dust.  Deep within our being burns the knowledge that we are all the children of the Sun, and we can understand why our ancestors worshipped it as a god.

It is believed that the Sun petroglyphs found throughout many sites of California’s Coso Desert, were made by shamans while in a state of trance. The figure consists of concentric circles and lines that represent the sun’s rays and emit from the axis. Reminiscent of a web, it seems to represent our connection to the stars and the knowledge that life in the universe is interwoven with many realms of perception.
 

Woman of the Southern Cross am I. 
Woman of the first star am I. 
Woman of the Star of God am I. 
For I go up into the sky.  (Halifax 1982:88) 
 
As the Sun’s light flows through the veins of foliage, nourishing the land, we become infused with its warmth and we realize that “without the heat and light of the Sun there can be no life, so Fire, [its] representative on Earth” (Ferguson 1996:39), magical in its power to drive away the chill and the darkness of the night, mesmerizes us with its dancing flames, and allows us to see anew the essence of the universe.

Fire plays a central role in many of the creation stories of traditional cultures.  For the Maya “the first act of the gods was to create the hearth at the center of the universe where the first Fire of Creation could be started” (Freidel, Schele, & Parker 1993:79).  For the Toltecs, the Sun was born out death; having been told that the only way to ignite it was to jump into a huge fire atop a pyramid, the gods were driven back by fear.  However, the brave god Nanautzin, “without a moment’s hesitation, hurled himself into the flames, burning up with a great crackling sound, his blazing garments of reeds lighting up the sky” (Erdoes & Ortiz 1984:167).  It is a shamanistic belief that Fire possesses a magical purifying quality with its flames bringing forth illumination and destroying unwanted forces.

To shamans, Fire related to ecstasy and symbolic of life and purity, is not only an external force to be controlled and mastered, but also represents transmutation and “the highest spiritual manifestation of totality” (Halifax 1982:90).  Its light brings about changes and healing allowing them to become “acquainted with the world of the spirit, and spiritual reality” (Kalweit 1988:202); and enabling them to see into the darkness and experience first hand the hidden aspects of reality and the secrets of life and death.  To the shamans of ancient Mexico, Fire had “a most peculiar quality.  [It could] transport [them] bodily, just as water [did]”, and they used the “magical properties [of flames] as a means for bodily transportation to [other] realms” (Castaneda 1984:83).

The smoke that Fire produces is also used by some shamans to cross over into the spirit world.  The curanderos of Venezuela and other Latin American countries smoke cigars, and as they blow the smoke into the four cardinal directions, it envelops them like a cloud and transports them to the realm of the underworld.  The medicine-men of North America not only consider their  pipe a “symbol of the union of nature and culture” (Halifax 1982:89), but its magical smoke goes directly to the spirit world as they offer it to Wind.
 

AIR AND WIND

Without Air there would be no life, this we know.  From the instant we take our first breath, it envelops, embraces and nurtures, infusing every cell of our body and feeding our blood, only to leave us only at the moment or our death.  Life-giving and eternal, it is a “richly textured presence” (Abram 1997:26), carrying the echoes that reverberate since primordial time and the aromas that trigger the memories of our distant past.  It is an unseen enigma as well, that unites us with the all the other sentient life, and with the land itself.

The Wind is the breath of the Earth, alive and ever-changing, forever in motion, moody and unpredictable.  It can be a calm zephyr, filling us with a light-hearted feeling of joy or a mistral, hard and cold, reminding us of its awesome power.  It can be a hurricane, dreadful in its destructiveness, or a monsoon, fertile and renewing.  From the beginning of time, we have marveled at its playfulness as it moves through the fields and forests rustling the leaves of the trees.  We have been awed by its ability to shape the very face of the Earth as it carves the mountains and sweeps across the land.  We have been mesmerized by its power to allow us to communicate with all the beings of the animate world, and carry us out of our daily existence to make contact with the other realms of the universe.

If we take a few moments and make a conscious effort to let go of our all consuming thoughts, worries, and obsession with the future, and immerse ourselves in the here-and-now, we can become aware of the rich texture of the Wind.  Within seconds we notice that it carries a symphony of sounds—the chirping of the birds, swishing whisper of the leaves, cries and calls of other animals, and perhaps the echo of distant laughter.  We can also feel the Wind, for it may carry the warm, soft caress of spring, the frigid grip of winter, the hot embrace of summer, or the cool, refreshing touch of autumn.  We can smell it as it is the keeper of the sweet fragrance of the flowers, the refreshing, briny aroma of the sea, the clean and sultry emanations of freshly tilled soil, and the sometimes not too pleasurable scent of our fellow humans.  But let ourselves once again be engulfed and distracted by the avalanche of our thoughts and this sublime tapestry instantly disappears becoming a short-lived memory, like the enigmatic fragrance of a delicate perfume, that briefly captures our imagination but disappears before we could determine its origin.  Having become so removed from nature, we must now consciously make an effort to feel its presence and to decipher the messages carried by the Wind, something that was second nature to our ancestors and that has never been forgotten by shamans.
 

unmoved 
from time without 
end 
you rest 
there in the midst of the paths 
in the midst of the winds 
you rest 
covered with the droppings of birds 
grass growing from your feet 
your head decked with the down of birds 
you rest 
in the midst of the winds 
you wait 
Aged one.  (Abram 1997:71) 
 
Wind has a sacred power for most of the Native peoples of the Americas and has been a focal point in many of their legends and shamanistic beliefs.  In one of the creation myths of the Nahua , Ehecatl, the god of Wind and life-giving breath, created the Earth and human-kind.  Contemporary Maya “talk about the balams, Wind spirits who in groups of four protect the fields and the villages” (Graulich 1997:256).  In shamanistic traditions, Wind has always been associated with the four cardinal points—“the legendary journey that an initiate undertakes to become a person of knowledge” is called the “the journey of the Four Winds”(Villoldo & Jendresen 1990:29) by the shamans of Peru. The Wind has been given specific powers and traits depending on the direction from which it originates.  Some sorcerers of ancient Mexico believed that the four Winds were infused with specific moods—order, strength, feeling and growth—and that women not only shared a special bond with the Winds but that their personality mirrored one of the four traits.  Perhaps it is this feminine link that explains why for shamans, “the [W]inds of the four directions are also deeply associated with the cyclical, spatial sense of time” (Abram 1997:229), both constant and transforming as their language.

Like a messenger from the four directions and from all distances and time, the language of shamans communicates the moods and feelings of the sentient world.  The richness of its rhythm engulfs us like the Wind, and transports us to the place of the organic where nature can be experienced deeply and directly.  It is a subjective journey ethereal in quality like the Air that we breathe, and impossible to comprehend if we have forgotten or never learned to listen and decipher its murmurs.  Only by internalizing the sensual and reciprocal nature of their language can we ever hope to understand it.  If we can reestablish a propinquity with the complex rhythms of the natural world, and realize that the shamans’ language is but a reflection of this kinship, we can perhaps begin to appreciate its lyrical quality while comprehending that like Water, Fire, and Air, language is not only a gift from the Earth it is also a means to become one with it.
 

EARTH
 

The Earth is my body. 
I never gave up the Earth. 
Creation’s Fire in all things.  (Dunsmore 1997:53) 
 
The greatest accomplishment of shamans is that they have never forgotten that they are but threads in the web of life.  They have never severed the link with the animate world and have maintained the knowledge that all sentient life shares one consciousness.  Through their visions and trances they merge with matter—plant, mineral, and animal—“rejuvenating the organic basis of [their] thoughts” (Abram 1997:47) and reaching the magical essence of their own nature and that of the Earth’s.  In understating that the Earth and its elements are infused with power, they are then able to tap it, allowing them to penetrate into other realms of perception.
 
Tired of all who come with words, words but no language 
I went  to the snow-covered island. 
The wild does not have words. 
The unwritten pages spread themselves out in all directions! 
I come across the marks of roe-deer’s hooves in the snow. 
Language, but no words.
 
 
 
 (Abram 1997:137)
 
We must then conclude that the language of shamans, how ever amorphous and enigmatic it may seem, is based on a reciprocal interaction with the Earth.  In order to understand it, we must also establish a kinship with nature, immersing ourselves in rhythms, and remembering not to “explain the world as if from outside, but to give voice to our experience situation within, recalling our participation in the here-and-now” (Abram 1997:47).  Only then can we shed our cynicism and share in a long forgotten sense of wonder, as we experience the magical essence of life, and become shamans ourselves.
 

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